Monday, November 23, 2009

Long long post.....

*Clear throat* Ok anyway I'm back. Sorry I didn't update you guys on anything (not that THAT much has happened actually), especially people who were nice enough to wait for updates from me.
Anyway,
Meeting her on Halloween was fun . At first when I got there it was raining like crap, like really really badly. So she sms-ed me and told me her mom didn't want her to go because it was raining. And she told me she dressed up a bit for it too . I hanged around there anyway and a while later (like a hour or so), she told me if the rain would die down later she would still go there, in casual clothings though. And by then it would have been past dinner time (which means I wouldn't be able to have dinner with her). So she arrived later (in casual clothes but still looked so pretty) and met up with me and some of her friends. We talked a lot while walking, and I was sharing an umbrella with her yay (later she told me she brought her own though, good thing I brought out mine quite fast?). Then after chatting with her friends for a while it turned out she hadn't had dinner (it was around 8:20-8:30 pm) and so because I hadn't had dinner either we decided to get dinner, just the two of us while her friends were trying to get her a birthday present out of that UFO catcher machines in the arcade. We went to this cafe I know and like (Shokudo - Japanese Coffee House, really nice place ,good modern Japanese food). We talked but not that much over the meal and there were awkward moments here and there (It was hard not to look at her, sitting right opposite her xD). After the meal it was somewhere around 9:30 and she asked if I wanted to go to Kinokunya (she seems to hang out a lot there) with her but my curfew was at 10pm so I couldn't go with her, sadly (for those who are screaming "no you spineless NOOB", I live in a hostel where the rules are extremely strict and the penalties are severe, especially for coming home late, that and I'm not exactly the type who always follow rules either). I was cursing myself for not having seen that one coming and asked for a permission to come home late before hand. Argh.
**Question**: When we ate there she only ordered a desert (pancakes) and drink so I was wondering if it was a bad idea to bring her there (the food wasn't cheap, a typical meal there costs around $20-$25, however I told her about this way before that and she said she didn't have a problem with it), when I asked her about it she said she had lunch at 3 so she wasn't very hungry. And she didn't finish the pancakes either, even though it was quite good (she praised it and offered me to taste, and it was good alright lol). When we had already gone home I I asked her what she was going to wear there, but she just told me I would know the next time we were going to meet (which is AFA, an event, but it didn't turn out to be the next time we were going to meet haha)

Ok that was...long o.o. Prepare for another round...

There was this anime movie released in Singapore some time ago called Eva 2.0 (which is FYI, an movie that all otaku, or anime lovers, must watch). So I asked her if she wanted to watch, to which she agreed. We planned the time several days before as she was quite busy. I confirmed the screentime of the movie and bought the tickets the day before. There were couple seats too but I just bought the normal ones yea xD. Then she asked me when I wanted to meet and I told her a timing not long right before the movie, around 2:40, to which she replied (I'm gonna quotethe whole sms, I'll explain it later) :"Ok. After lunch? I end pretty early, so I guess I can go kino haha". We met at Kinokunya later, and she was with a friend. We talked for a few mins, and she and her friend said goodbye after we left Kinokunya and went to the theater. We were very early (like at least 40 mins) so we sat down and chatted all the way till the movie (and might have even been late for it if I hadn't noticed the time on my watch). I talked more than I should during the movie (bad habit of mine), and she didn't say anything during the movie, except the trailers and replying to what I said. She needed to go home for dinner (as she told me before we met that day) so we parted way.
**Question** I don't know if she was suggesting to have lunch together when I told her when we were to meet, that's why I quoted the whole sms there

Okay, the latest update, which was today! Oh wait it's early in the morning so yesterday!!!

It was AFA (Anime Fest Asia). I hanged out with her and a few friends of her whom I know and who know me xD. Nothing much to talk about actually, we went around and looked at lots of stuffs and loled at lots of stuffs, took photos, joked around, etc. She bought a tshirt and so did I (not the same shirt, the shirt she bought was the last one of the design actually). She were gothic clothings (the one she told me she would be wearing after Halloween) which was SO INCREDIBLY PRETTY AND CUTE AAAA (sorry I just had to capitalize them). And it was my first time seeing her in a skirt and without specs, I never thought of her as an extremely chio girl (no I'm not the the-girl-i-like-is-the-prettiest-one-in-the-world type) but she looked really pretty today , from an objective viewpoint. Someone even thought she was cosplaying and asked to take a picture xD. Ok I talked too much about her. Calm down. She bought this cat ear hat thingy with two tails on the side which was so cuuute. My face nearly turned red when she put it on. Ok sorry I'm talking about how INCREDIBLY PRETTY AND CUTE she was again. *clear throat*. We had dinner at Pepper Lunch. When we went back, after we said goodbye and headed separate for a few seconds, she turned back and said "See you tomorrow". That said, she always says "See you " . I'm meeting her again tomorrow, I mean at around noon today, and this would (sadly ) be my last time meeting her until next year as I won't be in Singapore then until mid-January 2010, starting next Monday . After we went back we started sms-ing as usual, with me starting the conversation. I complimented on her clothes and told her she looked INCREDIBLY PRETTY AND CUTE (ok without the incredibly). She just "haha thanks" and said she would wear another one the next day (which got me high for a while). I asked her if it was one of the two gothic dresses I saw on her blog some time ago (she blogged about buying two gothic dresses overseas, might not be the only gothic clothings she have though) and her reply was "Lolol.Tomorrow." (was she teasing me or something xD?). That reminds me, way back in Halloween, before that, she told me wanted to wear gothic clothings to Halloween but was too lazy and had no time to learn to do gothic make-up. She did have some very light and simple make-up , which was good, because heavy make-up really scares me haha.

So that's how it is. Might be another one today or tomorrow as I'm meeting her again soon . A note here, I tried to include every single little detail that I remember from each time we meet, even if I think it's not important, because guys like me might often overlook such things and not notice subtle hints and stuffs, so I'm not implying in anything I say, so don't read too deeply into it.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Warm and fuzzy

Went for the movie today. Before, during and after all that, I had such familiar feelings. I remember they are called joy, love, and missing.

And I want you to feel warm and fuzzy around me too

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Graduation + (almost) everything else

Since every time I write something here I would say "it's been long since I last wrote anything", I've decided I will no longer do it from now on haha.

So I've graduated from RI. And next year I'll study in RI again -_-. The graduation ceremony was ok, there were parts when I just had to stay awake and listen (esp our year head's speech). I slept through some of the more boring parts but hey, I went to sleep at 3am xD. Lots of parents come, in fact, they filled up half the hall. Sigh I wish mine were there too. Wish they could watch me grow and maybe be proud of who I am today. Felt really jealous of the other kids that day. However when I posted about this on facebook, my sister told me my parents were really jealous of the other parents too. That really moved me....

I'm running low on cash again. Guess I have to ground myself urgh. I must have enough money to collect the tickets for AFA, buy my sensei's prints and badges during AFA, hostel fee for the last day I stay in RIB, taxi fare to Changi airport on the day of my flight, and lots of other stuffs which are not on my mind right now.

Gave Tricia her birthday present the other day. I'm glad she liked it :). I wished I could spend more time gift-wrapping it though ugh. Gonna meet up with her again during AFA :).

Just bought my pen tablet recently :). It's sooooo comfortable to draw on woo xD xD. It came with Corel Painter too so I don't need to download any software or anything yay. And it's nicer to draw with Corel then Photoshop too, since Corel is more focused on drawing rather than photo editing.

I'm having to transfer to another block next year. I'm gonna miss my spacy room here ugh

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Testing

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Monday, September 28, 2009

.....

i think i'm killing myself. Not physically, but mentally. Found out i'm just extremely good at finding flaws in myself, but equally at fixing them. Yay. Really feel like emoing now, but it's prep time. Wish i could just scream and burst into tears or something, but i cant somehow. Whatever left of my tears must have dried out long time ago. Now i'm even having difficulties trying to fake the happy smile. No idea why this is happening to me. It just did. Today. Out of the blue. Feeling lonely. Really lonely. I've almost always been alone, but hardly ever felt this lonely before. Depressed. And i still have eoy to mug for. Wish someone would just suddenly cheer me up or something. Or i might really break down.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Hell

Had a severe stomachache last night, probably cos I missed dinner. THE most painful experience ever since I could remember. Those traffic accidents and cuts that got me hospitalized couldn't even compare. Scares me even to think about it.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

lots, lots of stuffs

havent been blogging for quite a while because of the lack of a proper pc (just realised i say this in lots of entries). Lots of stuffs to blog about. Hmm..... What should i start with...

My iPod cant access blogspot and write entries somehow, but my phone can. Another reason to like this awesome qwerty phone xD.

Then about the manga drawing workshop. Another thing i'll probably never regret in my whole life. Got to know lots of awesome people and stuffs. First is Misaki-sensei for her overwhelming awesomeness. Second is the other sensei, Kai. Good to know someone in the professional design industry. That's one step further to my goal as a pro designer/animator haha. Then all my new otaku friends yay xD.

i think i'm finally letting go of my crush on Xiao Xiao. She's like THE ideal girl (except for the fact that she's 2 yeras older than me) but oh well....she's leaving after this year and she's too busy now anyway...

I just remembered I got long overdue CEP homework. Crap/

Can't remember what I was going to write about. Will write another entry later xD

Friday, September 4, 2009

Just an odinary blog entry

My concert is tomorrow. Can't really believe it. It feels as if I was just accepted into main ensemble today haha....time flies. My journey to attain a 100% CCA attendance has finally ended. After tomorrow I won't have to go for trainings until JC. Yay. Haha that yay didn't feel happy....I think I'll miss practices a lot. All the endless Canon....messing around, making fun of Exco, joking with people....teaching Leon Vietnamese.....making new friends..... sigh.

Got really addicted to Jap cuisine recently. Results? Correction, Consequenses? Spent *doing mental math* more than $100 on food over a single weekend. I'm screwed.... But I guess mom won't mind if it's food haha, she might be glad even.

kknm (this uber shop that Japan-imported anime goods) just opened new pre-orders, including some only available for a limited time. I MUST get my hands on either the Saber Lily or Back Rock Shooter figurine, and the pre-order will be open until 6th of Sept. And that's....shit.....Sunday..... I NEED A CREDIT CARD AAAAAAA MUST BORROW FROM SOMEONE I DON'T CARE WHO AAAAAA.

Just decided I would stay back in Singapore until 23rd of Nov to attend Anime Fest Asia (yes, EFFING ASIA!!) which not-so-conveniently falls on the 21st and 22nd. Not sure if my mom approves of it yet. And staying back means I'll also miss teachers' day in Vietnam, which is one rare time where I'll be able to meet my ex-classmate. And also I'll extremely bored from 12th-20th Nov.... I guess I'll spend my time drawing to keep myself from spending crazy amounts of money...

That's it for now. Concert tomorrow. Can't sleep.

Monday, August 24, 2009

I'm not dead

I won't even say how long it's been since my last entry. Cos I don't know anyway xD.

Blogspot should seriously make a mobile version of this site. I mean, this is such a popular service and all... I could still blog from my iPod (and now, my awesome new phone) when I was still using 360, but the coding on this site doesn't allow me to use a mobile device =.=" .....

Lots of stuffs have happened...can't remember them all....

I bought lots of official Hatsune Miku stuffs. I'm gonna stay away from all the doujin (read: fan-made) stuffs I think. There are a lot more awesome Miku figurines being released in a few month's time, but all of them are already sold out.....sigh... (yes stuffs can be sold out through pre-ordering before they're even released...)

There was Comic-con some weeks ago. Nothing much, I just felt it was freaking random. Graphic artist, comics, Takashimaya (?!?!), anime merchandises, GI Joe (?!), cosplay, Singapore Zoo (?!?!?!?!), yeah you get the idea xD.

I bought a few books on manga drawing. Good stuffs, but not great. And they're not worth the money either (around $35 each). They don't really go to the basics, the instructions are really not detailed at all, and most importantly, the style of drawing is really not what I wanted to see at all. Should have seen this coming....a book on drawing manga written by westerner.....

Then just last weekend, I attended this manga drawing workshop I signed up for some damn long time ago... Honestly I wasn't looking forward to it. I mean, then I already had more or less some basics from the book I bought, and the workshop costed $60 xD. The date was moved once, so was the location. Then they informed us we must bring our own material instead of them providing us with materials =.=.....things just kept getting worse. Well, I still went for it anyway. Then I discovered I had some effing good luck *evil laugh*. The small class size (4) was a surprise. There were me, and *scream!!* 3 other girls xD. And the sensei was a girl too (and a really pretty one at that *blush*). And don't know if I was being over-excited because of the tiny exposure to girls I have been suffereing from or whatever, but I was really enjoying the class. $60 or whatever didn't really matter anymore, the workshop was something to die for. And I'm glad I sort of dressed up for it a bit, would have embarassed myself to death it I had worn my usual all-purpose combination of Tee-shorts-slipper xD (that was close hehe). Really did not regret wearing my super informal cool awesome there's-no-pocket-or-buttons black shirt and my everyone-told-me-it-looks-damn-cool pair of trousers and my so-cool-you-can't-find-it-in-Singapore Converse shoes. And it didn't seem like I over-dressed (haha), eventhough everyone had more casual clothes on the second day of the workshop (replaced the shirt with a nice tee). Now I'm wondering if I should really have worn all-black though, since according to Jill&Lowe Ltd, "Wearing all-black gives off an unfriendly aura". Ah never mind that.

Now moving on to the more academic stuffs...

My GPA for this time was 3.43. Lower than what I had initially aimed for (at least 3.6) but considering my low GPA at the beginning of the year, this was a good improvement (2.89 -> 3.6 yay). I had this mixed feeling of being both proud and disappointed kind of thing. Like it was good but I could have done even better. Like that time when our CCA got Gold instead of Gold with Honor.

I did pretty well for that Chem CCT last week. And for reasons I'm too lazy too explain, the weightage for that CCT was freaking big. So my 4.0 for Chem is (almost) assured. Physics CCT is coming up this Thursday, and since I've mugged quite a hell lot for it (read through all the notes, done all the revisions given, read through text book), I think I'll do really well for this xD. This feel strange haha, "I'll do really well for it" instead of "Oh shyet what are being tested for the CCT tomorrow??".

Ok that's all for now, I'll try to blog more frequently from now. Time to get back to CEP lesson xD

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

HATSUNE MIKU!!!!

I've been rather fascinated by Hatsune Miku (character from artificial voice program Vocaloid. Look it up in google or something...). Bought 3 figurines related to Miku in the past week xD (and a huge sticker sheet I don't dare to use...)....all of them look damn nice hehe :P. Wanna buy some of the higher quality figurines but all of them are sold out....the pre-order for the ones coming out in a few months are also sold out......

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

The Cosfest after-effect.

This entry is extremely late. Normally I wouldn't write about some feeling that I don't have anymore, but I guess this is special. The nite after returning from Cosfest, I felt really emo. I felt empty, like an important part of myself have disappeared. Admitedly, Cosfest was one of the happiest event of my life, and I felt so much alive during those two days. I felt I belonged there, and I wanted to stay there, in that little world where anime comes to life, and there where people who are similar to me. But it ended. Well, not forever, because there's another Cosfest next year, but still, I felt sad. The sensation resembled the one I had when I ended my relationship. That feeling that something was ripped away from me. But then, the fact that I will be going for next year's Cosfest made me excited, and I guess that was what stopped my emoing. I researched quite a bit on Ulquiorra and cosplaying as him, and it turned out to be pretty difficult and costly if it were to be nicely done (which it will!!!). I even need to do a bit of make-up and stuffs. And the mask turned out to be really difficult to make and expensive to buy. But for the sake of cosplaying, I will try my best!! And I hope people from sg cosplay club will be nice and help me out a little bit on this.... Speaking of which, I haven't got a reply from them. I decided to take up a manga-drawing workshop after looking at its brochure again too. Emailed them to ask about the details of the workshop (time, place, etc). I really really hope it won't clash with my schedule *pray*. Oh, I bought a figma figurine today too xD. Guess I'm getting a bit obsessed with Hatsune Miku xD, that outfit is simply too awesome lol. Anyway, I bought a Hatsune Miku figurine, which turned out to be a figurine of another character cosplaying as Hatsune Miku (WTF?). But I don't regret or feel disappointed at all, because it looks really cute. Heh, I'll buy the real Hatsune Miku figurine next xD. Man this burn another hole in my wallett....and I want to buy the Hatsune Miku plush toy.....and the chibi figurine too.....expensive hobby.....

I went out today so I didn't eat in dining hall....sigh I'm missing her again.....

Monday, July 13, 2009

Cosfest!!!

The funnest event of the year. I repeat, it was THE FUNNEST EVENT OF THE YEAR. I felt so freaking alive..... Probably because it was my first time being at a cosplay event too. The atmosphere was really enjoyable :). Friends meeting each others. Cosplayers posing for loads of people to take picture. Pretty girls. Ah...... I think I took a total of nearly 500 photos over the two days, more than half on the second day because the main cosplaying event was on the second while the first day was focused on the anime karaoke. I didn't like the first prize winner for the anime karaoke competition though. The runner-up just appealed to me more somehow. Luckly I told Faye about the event right the day before. She was just about as enthusiastic as I was xD, while all the RI guys here are like, bleh =.=". Asked Muzhi to come too, but she said she had PW. Too bad for her. I wanted to ask ******** too, but she's always busy I guess, and I don't think she's that interested in cosplay. I'm seriously thinking of cosplaying next year. After giving it some thought, I think I'll cosplay as Ulquiorra. I'm pretty skinny, so my figure should be similar to his. I thought of Elric Edward and Uchiha Itachi too, but Itachi's been cosplayed as over again and again. I think I saw at least 3 Itachis at Cosfest. And about Edward, I guess I would need to be a little more chubby, which doesn't seem very feasible... Well, Ulquiorra's still the best choice haha, since his personality is quite similar to mine as well, so I won't really have problems acting emo. I don't have any parts of his costume (while I have most of the other two's xD), so I think I'll need to buy (or make) it from scratch. I just joined sg cosplay today. I hope to be able to get a tip or two from them, and maybe meet a lot of people and make new friends (pretty cosplay girls!!!). I definitely won't be trying to make the zanpakuto on my own though, flimsy plastic makeshift katanas are disgraceful..... I took quite a lot of pictures of pretty and sexy cosplay girls xD. The two wearing the zomgwtfbbqhelicopter so-sexy-you-can-see-the-panties were really hypnotizing. I still liked the one wearing the Chinese martial art costume more though. She's not sexy at all, but her beauty was really serene and mesmerizing. No wonder I noticed her right on the first day even though she was not cosplaying haha. Come to think of it, I think Cosfest is the first time in all my life I've ever seen panties while it's on a girl's body *heavy blushing*. I've seen loads of them in mangas and movies but they didn't seem really that special. Seeing them in real life can actually make one drool though. Not that I did drool or anything. Somehow I couldn't get that image off my mind......panties....... Hope I won't turn into a pervert or something -_-|||. I just realised that somehow panties are a hell lot sexier than bikinis, even though the amount of skin they reveal are roughly the same. Must have been because panties are supposedly forbidden to see. Psychological effects really are powerful.

I saw her again today during dinner (yay ^^). She tied her up. She looks so cute when she ties her hair up. I miss her.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Sleeplessness

Didn't sleep at all yesterday. Well, almost. Mrs Nathan said I got scary bloodshot eyes. Didn't really feel anything cos I was way too sleepy. Gonna sleep soon....gotta stay awake tomorrow cos it's COSFEST!!! I went around buying some stuffs today. Bought a Naruto ninja headband, the Itachi one (konoha crest with a slash). Finally got to buy it, they probably restocked it recently, and will have to restock again soon, since the thing is so popular haha. Renewed my Otaku House membership and got a new card. I also went to Ceasar. It's probably the first time I was disappointed visiting the store. The wooden Tensa Zangetsu I wanted to buy doesn't have a saya (sheath). I'm probably buying Sasuke's kusanagi (which is a shikomizue instead of a katana, interested and bored people do your own research with google). Don't really know what was going on in my mind today, but I recall ordering FMA Edward Elric's costume (shirt, pants, long coat). I'm probably buying the state alchemist watch too :P. I just saw another photo of her earlier. She's so pretty.....sigh. I'm feeling sad again....

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Thursday

Some papers from term 2 have been returned today. Got 9/15 for Geog. Heh, Geo's determined to be the subject that's not gonna be factored in my GPA calculation, so I don't really give a damn. 25/30 chem. Not bad, but not good enough either. That failed OBA really punched a hole in my Chem GPA. I think I'll need something close to a full mark if I want to pull it to as high as 4.0 ....

Came down to dining quite late today (around 6pm+). Didn't see her. Sigh, she must have gone back before I went down. Missing her terribly :(

Monday, July 6, 2009

Just another day

She went out today so I only saw her during dinner..... I failed to say hi yet again....such a simple thing...

Saw some photos of my seniors' outing on facebook. They went to all the places i always wanted to go to with friends...I feel sort of jealous and a bit left out. Kinda funny that I feel left actually, I was never in that group to start with, and it was meant to be an after-CT outing anyway, so it would be weird if i said I wanted to go with them. But still, I wish I had gone with them. This bad habit of being jealous with everyone over everything will never go away it seems. Or maybe I just feel lonely always doing stuffs by myself.

'Yo'ed Muzhi in dining hall. That 'yo' is hilarious haha.

I still have some homework remaining and I should be able to finish all of them before midnight. Somehow I still haven't got the timetable. Gotta ask someone fast.

I miss her. A lot. Again. If only I had the courage to pick up the phone and send her and sms or something. I don't think I can do it though. Not in a long time, at least.
I miss her :( :(



Sunday, July 5, 2009

Sunday.

We were officially free to go out of boarding today. went to J8 at 10am to arcade (hehe). I realised after more than one week of not playing my skills deteriorated a bit...damn..... Went to World Cyber Games Asia Championship with 2 of my juniors today. The Vietnam team got the Asia DotA championship title, heh, they totally owned the other team xD. I bought myself what I thought was a keyboard bag. Hell, it turned out to be the ultimate LAN party gear. It can store a laptop, a charger, keyboard, mouse, mouse pad, headphones, hard drive, etc. Pretty much everything you would need for a LAN party. When I asked the shopkeeper about this replacement mouse feet thingy, he even gave it to me for free xD, and it was $10 too xD. At the event there was this part where they had some technical problem preparing some anime song performance, so they asked for a volunteer in the crowd to sing any song. One girl came up, and heck, she got a Razer mouse (worth $85) for free after that -_-|||. "Now don't you regret not coming up?".....

I saw her again during dinner today. I wanted to say hello to her so bad when she passed by me....but as always, I couldn't....damn I feel pathetic......I was trembling....... Then again, as she walked away, my eyes were fixed on her, emoing for no reason at all... sigh

I wanted to finish up my homework tpday but that didn't turn out to be quite feasible....gotta do everything tomorrow.I will not go out tomorrow, I will not go out tomorrow, I will not go out tomorrow, I will not go out tomorrow...

And the booth girls at WCG were hot.....damn those people for making them wear such sexy outfits xD

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Connections

We finally got to eat in dining hall again today. Saw her. Saw everyone. I feel sad not being able to sit with my seniors and chat as we eat like we used to. Sigh. So I guess I'm back to the boring meals cycle (put on headphones, eat, go back).

I received another email from yahoo saying 360blog is closing in a few days. Honestly, I don't like the least bit about it. Having to go through the trouble of creating another blog is one thing, but it's nothing major. It's that blogging just isn't what it used to be. People who would normally comment of my blog posts don't know my new blog address. Blogging using facebook note wasn't an option as I put lots of private stuffs on my blog and there are lots of people I don't want reading my entries. Sigh.

I saw her again today during meal time. Her hair's different from before the holiday. I can't say it's better or not, but she's beautiful as always. But the more I look at her, the sadder I feel just thinking about the fact that I'm so far from her. I met the perfect person. In the wrong place, at the wrong time. I don't know when these feelings will go away, but I know they are killing me everyday. And I thought I was used to unrequited love.

Talking about eating, meals before today have been pretty bad too. Every time I passed through the corridors and see my seniors eating together downstairs, the first thought I had was to bring my food down and eat together with them. But then I would realise the table was more than cramped and it was obvious there was no more space for another person. But somehow when I would eat my instant noodles alone after that, I would regret not coming down.

After writing this entry somehow I'm wishing there's nobody reading my blog, and my sorrow would be all for myself. But then, strangely, part of me is praying that someone will find this entry and read it, and perhaps tell me to cheer up. Perhaps while I hide myself from people, I hope someone could care enough to try and find me...

And somehow after seeing her today I've been listening to nothing but emo music.

Friday, July 3, 2009

H1N1

Pretty much EVERYTHING about H1N1 and the whole quarantine thing is screwed-up. But hell, it's super fun too haha. It's been gaming until 4-5am everyday ever since the quarantine. Nobody has given a damn about that thick stack of homework, and will probably not until, like, monday? Spent some time this afternoon searching for the Chinese name of the songs my friend passed me before the hol and finally transferred them to my iPod (listening to one of them right now actually). I feel like a freaking perfectionist, but honestly, I can't stand the thought of having Chinese songs in my iPod that don't have all the infos (name, artist, album, genres, etc. In ORIGINAL CHINESE) filled up. Took me some time to copy all the album artwork because the internet was lagging as usual. Just realised I still have some CEP work (a poster and a ppt slide) overdue. Ah well, I'll do it tomorrow.......is what I've been saying since monday......damn......

Friday, June 26, 2009

Back in Singapore

Took a night flight last night back to Singapore. Arrived at boarding at around 2am today =.=". The taxi driver was quite nice, and a bit talkative haha. Went out to buy a few stuffs today. Phone top-up card, laptop cooling mat, and a new jacket (screw whoever stole my last jacket!). Went out to buffet with my two aunties, my sister and a cousin just now. Damn nice food, as expected from a forgot-how-many-stars hotel lol xD. Really full now. Gotta finish my long overdue CEP project....

Monday, June 15, 2009

Music stuffs

Just copied BoA's two whole CDs and Full BlazBlue's OST (320kbs hehe) into my iPod. I must say Daisuke Ishiwatari (songwriter for BlazBlue) is a freaking genius. He really is. Every single track in the whole freaking game is awesome and mind-blowing!! Or at least for those who enjoy instrumental rock. I'm planning to practice some of the easier songs in the album, even though they will seem way too fast for my skills =.=" . The BoA songs were really good too. I'll still need to rip that music video DVD into my comp so I can practice the dance moves xD. Finally I find some moves that look good and not difficult to practice, for a beginner like me.... I'm hoping to take dance lessons in term 3, or at least during December holiday this year. MUST JOIN STREETZ NEXT YEAR AAAAAA!!! I'm returning to Hanoi this evening, too late to have time to hang out with friends though =.=, damn.... hope someone is planning something...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

First post ^^

Hi people (and probably a self-proclaimed Martian xD). Since yahoo360 is dying pretty soon, and yahoo360 Plus is unacceptably buggy and weird (and it looks retarded), I decided to move my blogging life to blogspot (or blogger, however you want to call it). My first thought when I was notified yahoo360 was closing was to blog using facebook notes, but then I realised it's not personal enough. After all a blog is still a journal meant to shared only with good, trusty friends. That's why I wanted to move m blog here, and most of you are probably using blogspot anyway, so why not haha. There went my first post. Now I'm very bored. And I know I still have tons of homework to do =.="