It hurts me so much I want to cry, that even I think you two would make the perfect couple

You know when a guy and a girl meet each others and get along very well, this third guy will just appear out of nowhere and try to get in the way of the hero, and probably will get beaten in the end?
Well I'm that third guy

I've wanted to write this down for so long but never had the courage to

amidst this fleeting happiness is jealousy

Gotta write this down somewhere before it eats me from the inside. I miss you pretty darn much right now :(. I know you're there but you can't talk to me and you said you're a little busy . I have more trust in you more than in anyone else but I still can't help but get the feeling that you're just being nice to me and I'm really bothering you.
I wish we had more chances to talk and hang out together :(, I'm jealous.........

I wish you knew how sad you make me when you don't reply to my texts :(
I'm missing you so much right now

It's funny how a past crush turned into a close friend haha :D. Life is full of interesting things

but it's ok, I feel content because I know you're happy :)

How many more times must I let the opportunity slip before I truly realize life doesn't give second chances?

you went to me prolly because he's not online right :)?

Is it that obvious? Do they know?

I know you're there, but I don't dare to reach out to you D:

OK. STOP and think RATIONALLY

So I might have bothered or made her mad last friday because of my obsession with photos

Therefore, I'm going to apologize to her, sincerely, face to face next tuesday

That's the plan

Phew, it's easy to breathe once again

I felt really stressed when I saw you online, wondering if I should talk to you.

But when you logged off I realized you were just checking your mails and you're going to bed :). I have this warm fuzzy feeling inside knowing you're sleeping early and getting a good rest for tomorrow :)

I realized how much I care about you and I feel stupid for even thinking of giving up

I'd do anything to return things to the way they were before, because your silence kills me every time

saw your name on the screen again and I just froze

I can't believe I call them my friends

I'm jealous at the way they can talk without saying anything
I fear they're more than just friends

my mind feels damn chaotic now. I'm feeling fear like never before and possibilities just keep running through my mind. I feel like crying now but I'm in a room with 5 other guys
I want someone to talk to
I want to talk to her, but I guess she always already has someone to talk to
I feel neglected and left out

I'm amazed at how good I am at faking emotions and pretending everything's ok

calm down, take a deep breath

have faith

something's wrong, I know it. I can feel it in the way she talks D:

I'm scared

I'm really scared