Monday, November 23, 2009

Long long post.....

*Clear throat* Ok anyway I'm back. Sorry I didn't update you guys on anything (not that THAT much has happened actually), especially people who were nice enough to wait for updates from me.
Anyway,
Meeting her on Halloween was fun . At first when I got there it was raining like crap, like really really badly. So she sms-ed me and told me her mom didn't want her to go because it was raining. And she told me she dressed up a bit for it too . I hanged around there anyway and a while later (like a hour or so), she told me if the rain would die down later she would still go there, in casual clothings though. And by then it would have been past dinner time (which means I wouldn't be able to have dinner with her). So she arrived later (in casual clothes but still looked so pretty) and met up with me and some of her friends. We talked a lot while walking, and I was sharing an umbrella with her yay (later she told me she brought her own though, good thing I brought out mine quite fast?). Then after chatting with her friends for a while it turned out she hadn't had dinner (it was around 8:20-8:30 pm) and so because I hadn't had dinner either we decided to get dinner, just the two of us while her friends were trying to get her a birthday present out of that UFO catcher machines in the arcade. We went to this cafe I know and like (Shokudo - Japanese Coffee House, really nice place ,good modern Japanese food). We talked but not that much over the meal and there were awkward moments here and there (It was hard not to look at her, sitting right opposite her xD). After the meal it was somewhere around 9:30 and she asked if I wanted to go to Kinokunya (she seems to hang out a lot there) with her but my curfew was at 10pm so I couldn't go with her, sadly (for those who are screaming "no you spineless NOOB", I live in a hostel where the rules are extremely strict and the penalties are severe, especially for coming home late, that and I'm not exactly the type who always follow rules either). I was cursing myself for not having seen that one coming and asked for a permission to come home late before hand. Argh.
**Question**: When we ate there she only ordered a desert (pancakes) and drink so I was wondering if it was a bad idea to bring her there (the food wasn't cheap, a typical meal there costs around $20-$25, however I told her about this way before that and she said she didn't have a problem with it), when I asked her about it she said she had lunch at 3 so she wasn't very hungry. And she didn't finish the pancakes either, even though it was quite good (she praised it and offered me to taste, and it was good alright lol). When we had already gone home I I asked her what she was going to wear there, but she just told me I would know the next time we were going to meet (which is AFA, an event, but it didn't turn out to be the next time we were going to meet haha)

Ok that was...long o.o. Prepare for another round...

There was this anime movie released in Singapore some time ago called Eva 2.0 (which is FYI, an movie that all otaku, or anime lovers, must watch). So I asked her if she wanted to watch, to which she agreed. We planned the time several days before as she was quite busy. I confirmed the screentime of the movie and bought the tickets the day before. There were couple seats too but I just bought the normal ones yea xD. Then she asked me when I wanted to meet and I told her a timing not long right before the movie, around 2:40, to which she replied (I'm gonna quotethe whole sms, I'll explain it later) :"Ok. After lunch? I end pretty early, so I guess I can go kino haha". We met at Kinokunya later, and she was with a friend. We talked for a few mins, and she and her friend said goodbye after we left Kinokunya and went to the theater. We were very early (like at least 40 mins) so we sat down and chatted all the way till the movie (and might have even been late for it if I hadn't noticed the time on my watch). I talked more than I should during the movie (bad habit of mine), and she didn't say anything during the movie, except the trailers and replying to what I said. She needed to go home for dinner (as she told me before we met that day) so we parted way.
**Question** I don't know if she was suggesting to have lunch together when I told her when we were to meet, that's why I quoted the whole sms there

Okay, the latest update, which was today! Oh wait it's early in the morning so yesterday!!!

It was AFA (Anime Fest Asia). I hanged out with her and a few friends of her whom I know and who know me xD. Nothing much to talk about actually, we went around and looked at lots of stuffs and loled at lots of stuffs, took photos, joked around, etc. She bought a tshirt and so did I (not the same shirt, the shirt she bought was the last one of the design actually). She were gothic clothings (the one she told me she would be wearing after Halloween) which was SO INCREDIBLY PRETTY AND CUTE AAAA (sorry I just had to capitalize them). And it was my first time seeing her in a skirt and without specs, I never thought of her as an extremely chio girl (no I'm not the the-girl-i-like-is-the-prettiest-one-in-the-world type) but she looked really pretty today , from an objective viewpoint. Someone even thought she was cosplaying and asked to take a picture xD. Ok I talked too much about her. Calm down. She bought this cat ear hat thingy with two tails on the side which was so cuuute. My face nearly turned red when she put it on. Ok sorry I'm talking about how INCREDIBLY PRETTY AND CUTE she was again. *clear throat*. We had dinner at Pepper Lunch. When we went back, after we said goodbye and headed separate for a few seconds, she turned back and said "See you tomorrow". That said, she always says "See you " . I'm meeting her again tomorrow, I mean at around noon today, and this would (sadly ) be my last time meeting her until next year as I won't be in Singapore then until mid-January 2010, starting next Monday . After we went back we started sms-ing as usual, with me starting the conversation. I complimented on her clothes and told her she looked INCREDIBLY PRETTY AND CUTE (ok without the incredibly). She just "haha thanks" and said she would wear another one the next day (which got me high for a while). I asked her if it was one of the two gothic dresses I saw on her blog some time ago (she blogged about buying two gothic dresses overseas, might not be the only gothic clothings she have though) and her reply was "Lolol.Tomorrow." (was she teasing me or something xD?). That reminds me, way back in Halloween, before that, she told me wanted to wear gothic clothings to Halloween but was too lazy and had no time to learn to do gothic make-up. She did have some very light and simple make-up , which was good, because heavy make-up really scares me haha.

So that's how it is. Might be another one today or tomorrow as I'm meeting her again soon . A note here, I tried to include every single little detail that I remember from each time we meet, even if I think it's not important, because guys like me might often overlook such things and not notice subtle hints and stuffs, so I'm not implying in anything I say, so don't read too deeply into it.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Warm and fuzzy

Went for the movie today. Before, during and after all that, I had such familiar feelings. I remember they are called joy, love, and missing.

And I want you to feel warm and fuzzy around me too

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Graduation + (almost) everything else

Since every time I write something here I would say "it's been long since I last wrote anything", I've decided I will no longer do it from now on haha.

So I've graduated from RI. And next year I'll study in RI again -_-. The graduation ceremony was ok, there were parts when I just had to stay awake and listen (esp our year head's speech). I slept through some of the more boring parts but hey, I went to sleep at 3am xD. Lots of parents come, in fact, they filled up half the hall. Sigh I wish mine were there too. Wish they could watch me grow and maybe be proud of who I am today. Felt really jealous of the other kids that day. However when I posted about this on facebook, my sister told me my parents were really jealous of the other parents too. That really moved me....

I'm running low on cash again. Guess I have to ground myself urgh. I must have enough money to collect the tickets for AFA, buy my sensei's prints and badges during AFA, hostel fee for the last day I stay in RIB, taxi fare to Changi airport on the day of my flight, and lots of other stuffs which are not on my mind right now.

Gave Tricia her birthday present the other day. I'm glad she liked it :). I wished I could spend more time gift-wrapping it though ugh. Gonna meet up with her again during AFA :).

Just bought my pen tablet recently :). It's sooooo comfortable to draw on woo xD xD. It came with Corel Painter too so I don't need to download any software or anything yay. And it's nicer to draw with Corel then Photoshop too, since Corel is more focused on drawing rather than photo editing.

I'm having to transfer to another block next year. I'm gonna miss my spacy room here ugh