Monday, January 31, 2011

I just watched Replay's dance again. Rino Nakasone's choreograph is just godlike T.T, I was trembling, on the verge of tearing even...so deeply moved by the dance...

Orientations and stuff

I randomly decided to pull n all-nighter today so I decided I'd update my blog. A 5-day holiday is ahead so I won't have problems catching up on sleep

Too lazy to check what's missing in between this entry and and the last, so I'll just write what's been happening recently. And in case I sound like I'm upset/unhappy, I'm not.

Dam I feel old. Suddenly all the kids at RI are now, what, in J1??? Like wtf? No matter how I don't want to acknowledge that fact, I'm in my last year in RI, already in the last leg of the journey. As much as I look forward to the freedom after JC (I'm gonna highlight my hair hur hur hur), I dread the A levels exams that will inevitably come before it. But I'm gonna face it like a man, because I now have a newfound goal to work in Japan (would prefer to study uni there but the language barrier is in the way), and an unbreakable resolve to strive towards it.

----- Just ate a few tuna sandwiches and totally forgot about writing this, guess I'll just skip to the next part...

So Orientation is here. I'l say it, I still feel jealous of my OGL friends. But covering Orientation as part of photog has its on perks too, so I guess I'm fine. This brings me to something rather unrelated. I had lunch with Miin the other day. Didn't really tell anyone, I guess my friends will start screaming and making dirty jokes if I tell them. Whatever. I'm still sort of trying to figure out what kind of person she is, but I think she's a nice girl. It's just that her aggressive personality probably gave her a lot of enemies, hence that rumor about her since last year. But still, I can't really understand what kind of person she is. At times she'll totally ignore me when I say hi to her, at times she'll tap on my shoulder from the back and say hi. Last time she was really nice to me, lending me money for lunch (gah cashless me) and lending me her phone. But it could just have been a front since she didn't want to have lunch alone or something. Like that time when she asked me to nominate for her for photog exco. You know, just being nice to someone because they're useful for the time being. Or maybe she's one of those people who are really nice, but only to their friends. Guess I shouldn't make any assumptions. I'm not interested in her or anything, but I'm just really curious since she's one of those "high profile" people in school and ever since that rumor I've wanted to know what kind of person she really is. And if she happens to actually be a nice person, then having another friend won't hurt.

Ok, moving on to dance. Just performed the other day in Boarding's CNY celebration. Made a few mistakes on stage, but honestly that was better than what I had expected since the performance was really rushed. I only had one practice sessions to learn all the Sorry Sorry moves and I was still screwing up even at the rehearsals right before the actually performance. Meh. And I've started taking class at CJ again. After the one year absence it feels wonderful to step into the studio and dance my heart out again. Taking advanced class this time, because the beginner class that year was just, well, slow. This time it's challenging, but just nice. Now going to CJ feels even more exciting hehe. I'm thinking of choreographing my own dances too. Right now two songs I have in mind are beautiful from B2ST and Se7en's Crazy. I think I'll start with choreographing part of the dance first. I'll just use what Eve taught me at CJ and add my own choreography to it for Beautiful. Then it'll be my own choreography for Crazy, woo hoo!! And of course I'll be cutting the songs down, not gonna try choreographing full songs yet because I don't think I'll have time. It'll prbaly be something like intro-verse-chorus-bridge-end....I feel like dancing just thinking about this hohoho

It's 4:40am...hmm what to do now...