I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile

It's the first time my blog post has such a cheesy title...Saw it (for the 2nd time actually) on a friend's friend's blog and I just felt like using it as a title.

My keyboard is not going haywire and is almost working normally, so I'm gonna take this rare chance to write an entry

I'm getting a new laptop woooo hoooo. Asus G53JW with backlit keyboard hehehe. Bye bye Dell Inspiron, I won't say you served my well or whatever, but you've been decent and did not break down that many times. You're just too freaking heavy (still wondering why I got a 17 that time) and you're waaaaay outdated. So yes you'll be locked up, possibly until a relative of mine decides to buy you for cheap and get you repaired, but honestly you're not good for anything beside web surfing and MS office. I did have a good time playing games but sorry, I want to end this era of gaming on minimum graphics setting. My junior INSISTED that I wait for the Asus laptop to be released and reviewed first before I actually make the purchase, because he doesn't quite trust Asus. I would prefer to order it now, but I'm waiting just so that I don't offend him. And this means my laptop won't arrive right after promo ends D D; D. But heck, he offered me to keep his laptop after my promo so he can study for EoY, so at at least I can still game after exams. Speaking of which....

Exams. Gah. No matter how early I start preparing for them (lots earlier every time in fact), I always find that I don't have enough time to cover everything. I must learn to pick up the pace the day I start preparing, not until the very last week, or I'll be screwed next year for A levels. Which reminds me...OMG NO NO NO i don't want to lose my scholarship. I'm actually shivering after I typed that. Getting an average of C is very much achievable and possible, but so is getting below C. I decided to invest more time on physics and math than last time, because I know well I can get A for both of them if I'm careful, and for some reason I got E for both last time...well if I get A or B for both, I think my scholarship is safe. Wew just thinking about keeping the scholarship makes me calm. Am I too paranoid At least I know now to concentrate really hard during the exam and not to get distracted or too relaxed. AND WRITE FAST TOO. However, seeing that the seating arrangement is identical to CT, I might or might not be screwed, because I'm sitting next to that certain pretty and cute girl again for physics. Oh man why do have so little resistance to pretty girls without regard whatsoever to their personality...not to say that her personality is bad but....OH, speaking of which....

Two of my friend was teasing this girl who apparently seems to have a crush on this Justin, so yea I checked my facebook to find myself tagged on two wallposts, saying that this particular girl has a crush on me (!). Then she turns out to be this Street Dance girl who also happens to be in photog that I noticed some time ago. Cute girl. I-don't-mind-dating pretty. So I was like OH SHIT WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW, WAITING FOR HER TO CONFESS OR SOMETHING

But then my friends tagged the wrong Justin.

Yes, daaaaamn anti-climax. I know. Honestly I was quite....disappointed. I don't know if this makes me a despo but really, the thought that this girl (I didn't even know who yet) has a crush on me, got me all excited. I was like, OMG WOW I could be in a relationship again after promos o.0, and I have a thing for dancer girls, never knew there'd be a day my girlfriend would be one. But then it sort of came crashing down on me lol. Good thing it was only a few minutes after the whole thing. Any more time for me to imagine stuff and have more expectations, the whole thing would have made me a little emo and lose focus on promos, which means I would lose my scholarship (FUCK NO)

This losing scholarship threat thing is becoming more real than ever. I'm scared D, someone help me pls D. I want it to remain as a threat, not coming anywhere near being a reality. If it really happens I don't think I can take it, and if the same percentage of Vietnamese scholars lose their scholarship this year as last year, there's a damn high chance I would be one of them. Ok best not to think of this too hard, must be confident must be confident must be confident must be confident.

Ok I shall go to sleep now and wake up early tomorrow and eat breakfast and do work. Intensive work. Finally found that stack of revision notes for math, gonna do them tomorrow, hopefully being able to do at least a few question for every topic. Then I'll move on to Geog. Oh no geog.....

Oh wait internet is already dead so I can't submit this post now. Gonna save it to word document or something and post it tomorrow morning.