Another tiring arcade day

Today after breakfast I told myself: ZOMG I WANNA DANCE I'M EXHAUSTED. Turns out I was wrong. I'M DEAD TIRED I STILL WANT TO DANCE!!! Ok jokes aside I'm really, really, really tired. I even had to take a break inside the staircase when i walked up to my room on the 4th floor. And I'm really sweaty too, like, dripping from the shirt, even after the relatively long train ride. But heck, I still want to dance T.T...I lack stamina dammit. Normally I would be this tired. It's probably because of the breaking moves I was trying out to day. doing bboy moves on arcade games is hard...probably because it's aobut freestyling all the time, and doing freezes and power moves takes some mental preparation...

Tired....

Monday and Tuesday were spent mugging for physics --> stayed up late...... And I didn't even do the test well. Not sure if I passed.....

Reached home at 11 last night. Again. NDP dance rehearsal is sucking the life out of me. Stayed at CJ from 5 till 9 and danced my life out. Getting used to performing "that" song, and it doesn't feel that weird anymore. Ok that's actually rather disturbing. But ah well, in the end it's still a dance, and if other guys can do it, so can I. It's not like everyday that I get a chance to perform for CJ, so as uncomfortable as it is to dance to to that song, I still must treasure this chance. And the performance is going to be recorded, aired on TV (highly possible) and what not. Let's hope the rumours don't spread.

Trying to get Yinah to teach me Ring Ding Dong this weekend. The choreograph is pretty fast. It looks quite cool nevertheless

People seem surprised that I'm actually into Kpop now. It's like, dammit, I'm the one who first listened to Kpop long before this whole Kpop hype started. Like, 3 years ago. I just sort of lost interest somewhere along the way and stopped listening. Now people think I'm just another one jumping in the bandwagon *facepalm*.

I'm in a financial crisis again. And I'm trying not to ask for money from mom again at least after the last time. $400 in a month...well if I minus away all the big spendings like figurines, it's not that extremely huge. Must cut down on arcade spending...

I've been eating a lot more lately. Like, for the past month or so. It's like I'm hitting another growth spurt *lolol*. Ok on a more serious note, I'm seriously eating a lot more. Breakfast is now a must. Skipping it leaves me in this horible hungry state i which I can't focus on anything. I still feel hungry after eating a normal serving of lunch at school, and still hungry after some snacks. Two servings of dining hall food now also is just enough to make me not feel hungry. And late at night I'd need some snacks too. Ok let's hope I'm really hitting another growth spurt...1m75 1m75 1m75 1m75 1m75 1m75 1m75......

Going to Marina Barrage for learning journey later and Zouk for the party. yesterday at CJ Celine sensei told us about all the horror stories at clubs. Like, all the drunking people puking, all people trying to show off and break dance in that tiny floor space (and end up looking really stupid, ofc). And of course there are also all those people who can't dance. I've been quite curious about clubbing and wanted to try it one day (especially since I'm 18 now), but upon hearing those stories, I just lost interest lol. Now I even feel it's a good thing the school booked the whole Zouk hall xD. I feel a little sad that there probably won't be alcoholic drinks though. Underage people sigh xD

And I'm feeling this way again

You know, the butterfly in your stomach kind of feeling. That feeling you get when you really miss someone

Except that it's for a song that I itches to listen too @.@....good vocals, good instrumentals, nice classical guitar solo...just MY kind of song. This is damn stupid but I think I'm having a crush on a song (?!?!?!?!?!) Someone whack me on the head pls......

Again with this older girl thing. I have no idea why, but almost all of my crushes are older than me. WHY? It's not like I have an older girl complex, but things somehow always happen this way. Maybe it's just because I hang out with older girls more than younger girls? Yeah let's just leave it that way. Makes the mind feel at ease... Oh wait I still haven't talked about what I've wanted to talk about. Yeah that's right, hot girls at my dance class *whistles*. I feel glad I like dancing cos dancer girls are just so hot o.0 (well not all, but many). Time to mingle around and make new friends hur hur hur hur. Oh shit I realized I sound like a pervert. But hey I'm a healthy growing young man, it's normal to be interested in girls, especially the good-looking ones. I'm not being superficial, it's just coded in the genes :D. (yay perfect excuse xD, works every time)

Physics lecture test on Wednesday. I think I might be majorly screwed. I like physics (hello, I'm like, the physics rep -_-|||), but somehow I just happen to do badly for physics tests. Must be the karma argh. But heck, I'm still aiming for an A, so I'll spend tomorrow's evening on nothing but physics. There's PW written report draft to be done, but screw it xD.

Random things again

So my CT scores were BCEES instead of BCDES. Damn, just 1% more and I wouldn't have had to go for physics remedial urgh. 1.5 hours gone every week, and on friday too arghhhh.

I need to manage my spendings properly. I'm trying to set a spending limit for myself, but honestly, I don't think it's gonna work well, knowing myself.

I'm getting to perform for NDP yay.......or so I thought. Today I found it's a girl's dance....with lots of hip shaking and act cute moves and what not *facepalm*. And I'm still going to perform *more facepalm*. Learned the whole dance in 2 hours, which was pretty incredible I must say, considering it's a high tempo song, and I got through the whole freaking song. I must sort of admit it was fun and a good change from the usual bboy and hip hop routines, but this is "a little" too much. It was ok, until I practiced in the studio, in front of the mirror. The sight of myself doing that dance was...highly disturbing, to say the least. I shall not post the song's name here since it's pretty well known, and to safeguard myself from people's potentially dangerous imagination. And you there, the fact that's I'm writing this here means I trust that you won't tell a single soul about this, whether in school, boarding, or anywhere else. Yes I'm looking at YOU....argh *even more facepalm*. Ah well, but it seems that every goddamn cloud as silver linings (or so it seems). I'm not the only guy performing, and heck, I get to perform 70-ish girls from my dance school (I swear I didn't know my dance school had that many people seriously). Met some cute girls during practice today, and possibly during the mass practice tomorrow too. Let's hope this tremendous sacrifice, in the form of embarrassment, is not wasted. Sigh. I watched this movie about these two guys who became cheerleaders to attend a cheerleader camp (with lots of cheerleaders, duh), and it puts me at ease, somewhat. Somewhat........ Wow I suddenly feel damn happy I haven't told mom about this, since she's going to ask for a video of my performance or sth....I can't even stand the idea....

Ok no more on that traumatic experience. Arcade life's been good lately. I think my freestyle dancing skill on Pump has improved, like, a lot. Because I've been gathering crowds more often these days, especially when I'm in the mood and put lots of energy into my dance moves.

I feel the need to play the guitar, or rather, guitars. Both of them have been sitting in the case for too long. I feel my fingers losing its speed and flexibility.

I want to type more but I'm tired. Let's just call it a day. I've got a long rehearsal tomorrow. Yay more hip shaking -_-|||||........

Photo competition!!!

My blog only has, what, 4 followers so I doubt this would be useful but....

I entered this photo competition on facebook and the photo with the most number of likes wins, so I'll need all the help I can get for me to win xD. Anyway, if you feel like being nice to me right now xD, please go to the link below, click like for Downtown East's facebook page, then click like for the photo I submitted :), thanks a lot for the help ^^, I really appreciate it :)

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4595135&o=all&op=1&view=all&subj=33835448881&aid=-1&id=659126963

Sometimes how people call you can make you happy

"dummy!!"

*melts*

No late-night chat for me today

And I'm missing her like crazy