It hurts me so much I want to cry, that even I think you two would make the perfect couple

You know when a guy and a girl meet each others and get along very well, this third guy will just appear out of nowhere and try to get in the way of the hero, and probably will get beaten in the end?
Well I'm that third guy

I've wanted to write this down for so long but never had the courage to

amidst this fleeting happiness is jealousy

Gotta write this down somewhere before it eats me from the inside. I miss you pretty darn much right now :(. I know you're there but you can't talk to me and you said you're a little busy . I have more trust in you more than in anyone else but I still can't help but get the feeling that you're just being nice to me and I'm really bothering you.
I wish we had more chances to talk and hang out together :(, I'm jealous.........

I wish you knew how sad you make me when you don't reply to my texts :(
I'm missing you so much right now

It's funny how a past crush turned into a close friend haha :D. Life is full of interesting things

but it's ok, I feel content because I know you're happy :)